seven years ago—
the moonless nights were so deep and dark
the adobe walls of my garden dissolved
into untamed portals of awe
beyond the edge of reason
where the imagination takes hold
seven years ago—
the sky’s milky spine tingled still
with its glorious glow
illuminating the upper heavens
with something well beyond sparkle
though even now we breathe a little deeper
at the revelation of the stars
just after sunset
seven years ago—
the cry of the llorona
echoed along the creek bed
while roaming coyotes howled
from the town’s outside of town
on certain nights of the year
across the deeper hills
townspeople still whispered of the orbs
bouncing down the slopes
of cerro del águila and cerro del saus—
these were witches, they said
and ancestral flames
were seen burning brightly after twilight
rising from the earth
seven years ago—
it was known you might be greeted
by a phantom on the road
at the deadly curve heading out of town
she was known to climb into taxis
only to have vanished upon arrival
one misty morning, when I first came to town
an old woman I never saw again said:
they say this is a pueblo fantasma,
but there are no ghosts here—
the only ghosts on these streets
are outsiders
seven years ago—
you entered the wilds one step beyond town
you could feel the untouched
alien consciousness of—
rabbits, field mice, snakes, scorpions
nopales, palmas, mezquites—
and it was as though
there was something else
lingering just out of sight
sometimes watching
to venture out into the darkness
was to journey into the unknown
seven years ago—
you might wake to the tinkling of bells
as the sheep were herded through town
headed to pasture
and you might hear a strange and sweet cry—
the bleating of goats,
like the gentle, plaintive cooing of an infant,
hushing you to sleep
in seven years—
the noise of traffic and the white glare of street lamps
have crowded out the mystery
elbowed away the refuge of the unseen
sent la llorona packing
overtaken the imagination
and forced the coyotes, rabbits, and alicantes
into the precarious, arid hinterlands
but electric lights cannot blot out
the shadow from the human soul.
And though dreams may flee into the hillside,
there, they hold vigil.
—Lorena Wolfman (2021, 2025)